Ahah! Hate post about Studies gone. DUnno why.

Life is all about studying. MJ is all about studying. Life is getting critically realistic. THe school gives you bunch of crap talk.
Everyday MUZ study, getting everybody paranoid. That's when the principal mentioned a 4 hour weekday, 10 hours weekend daily study schedule. Our spirit went down. Knowing that we will fail to keep to such a strict schedule, we lost hope that we might be promoted. That's the bitch part.

Now after dumb promotions. They said now holidays got more time. Everyday can study 10 hours. Morning shift, lunch, Afternoon shift, Dinner, Night shift. BASTARD SPEECH. Making every single people paranoid and now my relationship with my parents is on thin ice. Every single farking time they ask me to study corz of the speech made that was eventually passed down to them by the teacher.

The more you drive a person to a corner, the more reluctant he is to change. Now i am accustomed to this " study " " study " speech until i feel more demoralising whenever I see the books.

I wanna go out everyday. Go library slack, go study. Away from my house at least.

When's my CCA gonna start?
When's my days gonna be better?

I dunno.. but it hasn't recovered since the week after O lvls. I was too obssessed with relationship last time until I forgot to keep in contact with my friends. I need a break manz.. From those dumb mj study speeches.

Can't work during this holiday. Gonna spend the remaining salary that i have to survive past this 2 months.