If i keep missing the past, then I can't move on.
Goodbyes hurt.. A lot.
I guess i am so sentimental that i am missing yesterday already.
1. I will be going to Melbourne, Australia for a week during the June holidays for economics enrichment program. It took me 4 days to settle everything - get form from teacher. Sign form. Pass cheque. Renew passport. Submit photocopy of passport tml morning. THere are still a lot of problems... very vexing..

2.I just hurt my finger corz of vball. The ODAC ppl played vball better than me. sian. More training pls?. I wanna be in committee. =)

lalala.. so many things.. i lazy to type. HW time. School still sux.. Period.





Yesterday fun la!... last period 2.4km... i got last position at 12.07 seconds lol!.. which is a B i think... my classmates super fit la.. Two guys who are slower than me both ABSent... lol.

so it's.. SILVER : 2.4km, 12.07mins [B/C?]
Sit and Reach, 38cm [D]
Pull-Up, 5 [C]
Sit-Up, 50 [A]
Standing Broad Jump, 228cm[C]
Shuttle Run, 9.7s [A]

hehe, 4+2+3+5+3+5 = 22 points!! =p SILVER!!!!!!!! oh yeah!!!! No need to retake during term 3 and 4... ALL GAMES FROM NOW ONWARDS!

PLayed volleyball after sch with Kevin for about 1 hour, initially, it was training spiking, digging and setting until Augustine came with his friend. Then we played 2 on 2... Augustine, our vball yr 2 senior.. super tall sia.. =)... I am super scared of his powersurf/ jumpsurf... Kevin had to leave at 5.20+ for his REACH rep meeting... then we all stopped playing. I went to mac's to buy dinner for both of us during the chinese music extraordinare.
Wei Jin called me on my way back to school to tell me that Ben sum and him are coming to MJ for the concert.. w00t.. mj uniform sia.. I went back to school then i said can let the floorball classmates have some of my fries... after coming out of the changing room, my extra large coke GONE SIA!!! TMD!!!!!... A LITTLE BIT OFF LIAO LA.

The classmate whom i entrusted my food to didn't take care of my food =(... TOok a while for wei jin to reach mj.. he took his own sweet time sia... We went in late, got the lousy seats even with the best tickets... Quite ok la... 5 Solo, 2 duets, 1 band.. then the campus SUPERSTAR came to grace the event... the emcees dunno how to talk, asked him to get down the stage.. LOL. He performed 2 songs and answered qtns during interview by the emcees.

So that's all... the band super power.. Jian xin on fire sia... so hyped!... i don't like the voalist, lennard i think.. My ex-primary school classmate.. he super de act act. Don't like this kinda ppl.

It ended from at 9.30, from seating at 6.30 to performance at 7.10.

Reached home jiu koon liao..





THis morning, woke up late. Almost missed my timing for the gpp discussion with my PW group... in the end, i was the earliest at 9.15 when the timing shld be 9.00am. Yong Ler, my PW leader couldn't find the place even when she was the earliest. =p... Then we sat and talked until 10am... while stoning and doing homework ( one part of a 2 part maths qtn ).

Sathya came at 10am... he's quite sick la... but still, constructive work done.. Had my breakfast at bk =p... So finish at 11.30am... ONe guy who was supposed to bring his PI to do didn't come... he didn't reply all our smses, calls... bet he's still sleeping. Still asked me to be punctual... LOL.
Went home la... Yong Ler stopped at Bedok MRt station too... yup... that's all for now.

SIAN DIAO!!!!





Two tests today, econs and chem prac theory test. Both which i did really badly. I didn't get to finish chem qtn 2... which is like 4 marks out of 20 marks i think. Then i got qtn 1 last part wrong =(... 150 moles of water molecules in 1 mole of CuSO4.nH2O... That's ridiculous la... but then agn, i spent a lot of time checking the front part until i was doing the ending part then i ran out of time... I got negative value at first lol... then i anyhow change... sure screwed...

I HAVEN'T PASSED A SINGLE FREAKING TEST.

Econs screwed too la!!! tmd...
N fuk la... one guy everytime piss me off in chemistry de... say he finish fast.. then today says he finish liao still got so much time.. somemore he got everything correct la... SO UNFAIR.. 16 POINTER.... toot la!!!!!!!

what's the problem la.... aiya... tmr physics and chinese compo... start studying physics now... hw... someother time perhaps.. or maybe after studying! =p
cya blog!





wahhh... volleyball's out of air, the lights outta my life. Today didn't use the school's volleyball corz it's punctured liao... what to do? it's a school ball. =( today i always hit the ball so high that it landed at the condo n the neighbour's backyard... pro player ^^ after pumping the ball over at kevin's house, the ball still continues to flatten =(.... that sux... how how how....





PI is as tough as D&T in the ideas part man... tio stuck then forget it liao, Mental block. I don't think i can ever click with my class... i don't see a lot of tksians doing that either, it's the class problem? My class is full of ppl who doesn't develop friendship de, then Kia Tar has a great class, same goes to Kevin... I see ppl like ronald going along with other tksians n dong hao, Stanley seems to be having issues with his class in his blog. There has got to be a better way to make friends. Nice classmates, but not as friends.
Today got the GP movie, i wanna pon the movie thing and go over my PI with my CT but then she said priority goes to the movie as it was earlier mentioned that it's compulsory. IT's A GREAT MOVIE BTW.... HOLLAND OPUS I THINK... great n touching... =) Went to Bugis later with Kevin agn to buy bag... he got a nicer bag than me at an even lower price.. =(=(=( got my shoebag at 19 dollars.. a bit of a rip off... but then cannot find any better ones around. Oh yah, i saw Pat... kinda sudden la...
Accompanied her to take the MRT... then the kids push me from my left, the mother push me from behind... when there is Kevin in front of me n Pat beside... grrr... nxt time i push them out when door is closing...
PI tmr... gonna do a great one... =)... Sounds impossible... but i am the man who makes the impossible possible... hahha...





Ystd i slept at ard 7pm+. Still feel so tired.
This morning, i had to rush to school at 7.30 and the teacher told me only then through a phone call that she had to cancel the PI " help scheme ". It's like it sux la, i had to trouble my father to wake up early to send me to school early on a Wed morning.

Only went for two lessons today, can leave early as i have to watch the competition of MJ vs AJC volleyball boys competition. They played well, but they lost two sets to nil. I shan't comment. Ok, i am gonna play better hopefully and prove those haixing ppl wrong. Don't like them la... To each his own, just don't bring others down with you. I am a beginner, but i am trying hard enough, give me a break.

From CCAB to bugis... then sch.. then home.... Met Vera, Jennifer and some other ex-tk indonesian-chinese... cool sia... Vera eh!!.... Bought a new bag without haggling with the price, sian... wasted a few dollars. Somemore like... it took me dam long to find a bag la... i dowan to spend more time, and now i think the bags at PP is nicer, but too bad =(.. Still can't find a shoe bag and new shoes, choker... or weights.. too many things to buy... then Kevin and Kia Tar ain't helping =p... O well....

Today got gp essay to complete... die la...





It's strange that as I grow up, i don't long to grow up but to relive my past childhood.
I kinda feel deprived of my childhood, not that it's my parents fault, but cause I didn't understand the importance of having a childhood and was eager to grow up.

I want those carefree times.
Days when i can just pass by without caring about homework.
Hours that i can waste by just drifting off to space ( not that i don't do it nowadays, but i am normally abrupted by thoughts of hw ).
Collecting pocket money and saving up for laptop, hp, tv. No such thing as competing with friends, movie outings weekly, getting into gd books of other ppl, getting pissed off by other ppl. Carefreee...........

K, as time passes, getting influenced by ppl ard me ain't a gd thing... =(... I wanna live in my own world.
Oh... if only i can stay in my room, lie back against the wall on the bed and watch an endless stream of pokemon with the air conditioner on.. + fantasising +

Haix.. now i just wanna get a degreee, settle down, get a BIG landed property, get married... earn big bucks... YAY!!!
I can see all these materialising right before me now... + drifting off to space agn +