Second post for the day

Some people are weird. They know nuts about some issue and they claim to know it all. They appear to be noble, to be above all. C'mon, do something to impress me. So there you are, sitting comfy in your own group. You wanna know what's wrong. let'em tell u, the foundation ain't there. Surely you ain't oblivion to this obvious fact. Or is it that you have never considered such a problem will interfere with whatever you are trying to achieve? If you think that using beautifully crafted words can make your conscience feel better, then go ahead. When a whole group fails to achieve something, the leader is questioned.

So here's my qtn, what will leaders do to bond everybody together? In this instance, I see them showing attitude. Separating people. It ain't individual accomplishment that we are referring to here. It's a group accomplishment. Problems lie with how leaders relate to the individual and the ideas that they instill into the individuals. It will never come together. Not the group. But only as an individual or partial groups where cliques form within the group that opposes to the ideal as a whole lot.

Cya blog.. This is a crazy post... blahx.. It relates to the class, but i dunno what i am typing =).





Piangs.. Sick from yesterday to today.

Combination of the potent and lethal stuff....
-Milo Dinosaur
-Vball training : 2 matches under the hot sun
-Sat lunch at KFC : fried chicken
-Desert at Haagan Daaz : chocolate chip cookie icecream.


Something like that la.. Now my voice gone liao.. Trying to get an antidote.
-4 strepsils taken so far
-2 strips of sour plum sweet
-1 cup of lime juice
-Lots of sleep

Zzzz... Back to sat.. sian.. my vball skills sux bah.. only played 2 matches out of 4.. the rest averaged out to 3.. i played the least :'(....
-Position : Open Spiker
Vball ppl dam cool la... very easy to make friends de... =p..
Later they went arcade.. then halfway i tio chased out corz i wearing meridian p.e shorts. lols.

Today never go sch.. sch will end at 6pm la.. got one test, 2 lectures.. then the rest all redundant.. one make up tutorial which is waste time one... sian...

Got a choker last friday, 2 of my classmates bought for me.. haha.. belated birthday present. lols.





Shall blog abt today first.. Skipped last two lessons to go to TB control unit.. SHIOK.. got LOST at novena square... WTH la.. i always get lost >_<.. dunno where to go sia.. like blur blur de.. in the end found my way to the tb control unit.. corz i remember some of the buildings when i was with my friend last time. SHIOK agn.. dunnid to go back, let the nurse see the bump on my hand, less than 1cm.. much less than 1cm.. so i am discharged.. wheee.. i am immuned after 3 jabs.. i rock..

Went to bugis junction.. bugis street... Bought motorola v3i clear plastic cover for 10 bucks and a wallet with the words " sure, wadevr " from My Wallet Shop. Poor now again... Didn't get my choker.. waiting for friend to buy for me.. hehex =p...

After cutting hair, now i miss my hair.. but now windy shiok :P....... Hoping for contacts soon... shld be after promos can make liao =p. I want choker too.. the one with black band and metal piece.. very de nice.

Tmr i will be wearing the mizuno shoes with pink laces.. gud luck to me..!!!!.... with 3 other vball mates.. we rulez =p.

Sian... TIO TAGGED BY PATRICIA.

Instructions:Take a look at your friends,then list up to 11 things you want to say to 11 different friends.DO NOT state who these people are.DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation".Then tag five 5 people.

1. Knew him for like 4 yrs in sec sch. Same class for 4 yrs. But hor, we sec 1 and sec 2 different clique, sec 3 starting to know him better. Sec 4 then start going to his house sometimes. Corz i only knew he live close to me like in sec 4?... Now in same jc, though different classes now, but same cca... hella fun!!! We are both leos.. :P..

2. Quite funny sia this guy. First training his teachings very de gud... then he big size too ... cool team player. But now we are in same cca clique. He's dam cool and funny la... Teach me a lot on vball... Then now we are crazy.. we always have the craziest ideas... pink laces for school.. then we try to influence other ppl.. YEA..

3. THis girl is insane and crazy!!! First day i see her think she guai guai one, but NOOOOooo... She scolds supervisors behind their back.. then when working, always come late and leave RIGHT on time de. But it's she talk to me first one.. and she lives near humminghouse... hahax.. Now she's really insane.. in poly with all guys surrounding her.. But heys.. it's fun talking to her online. N hey.. it's been cool.. hahax.. while working can find her having lunch and also sat morning come early can talk to this insane girl.

4. to be continued.... TIring sia!!!!... i on to the 4th person i tired le...


PPl to tag...
:Rachel
Jing Huang
Kevin
Yuzhen ( tagged by me and pat lols )
Ruth ( for fun, ur blog has been dead for sometime )





YAY!! my birthday. This yr's the best la, although i wasn't with any of my close friends. I don't have many anyway...

Morning woke up.. 3 smses... From Yumei(11.56pm), Jin Yuan(11.57pm) and Daron(12.08am) Thx u ppl =)!!. Went to school, took Kevin 10 minutes beside me to realise it's my birthday?! It's morning, i forgive u.!!!! Kia Tar came and first setence was to wish me happy birthday!! THx =p...

After that, during assembly, i a little bit bhb.. told SHok Mei it's my birthday.. then she had to confirm with Kevin then wish me happy birthdayy... yay...

After that mostly just ppl in class randomly saying it's my birthday =p..
Loretta gave me sweets lols :P... hehes
At the end of the day, the class wanna tao pok me... >_<.. The teacher wanna save me by saying " u have an appointment with me isn't it? ".. but.. i don't like the gp teacher.. too bad >_<... tio tao pok!! Ppl closed the doors and guard it.. before that though, they sang the birthday song =p... Then chaos sia... some ppl stomp on me... one stepped on my foot then the other crushed me >_<.. Grab ppl's private part.. gay sia!!!... then Paul came in and whack the heaviest guy on me. After that, .. lala... Yuzhen called me on the bus to wish me happy birthday.. I am so touched... =p Go TB control unit with jin yuan take TB third jab to check whether got tb bo... Bus ride cost me 6+ dollars >_<... Saw my classmates, xin yi and jie shi before us there too.. but they had to stay behind... Then i went over to orchard road, buy ice cream, macdonalds, then walk around, can't find bus to go to queensway shopping centre!!... Then i had to take cab and pay for it whole >__<.... STUPID GST.. and also we play forfeit... sibei suay... Pui Boon tio chili seeds, wasabi and soy sauce in her green tea before she even drunk it la... wasted 1 dollar.. i tio chili seeds.. wasted 1 dollar too!!! >_<
In the end, i went home alone.. corz nobody is taking mrt.. but it's fun!!!! NOw i need a birthday present for wallet and handphone crystal clear plastic casing for motorola v3i and a pouch for the pants :P





Is it right to let emotions get the better of you? I always relate fiction to real life and those sad endings always cause my heart to feel bitter. That feeling that I have, I hate it so much. Why can't I maintain?
When everything is gone, what amendments can be made? Shld we just let go of everything? If not, what can be done? Ur heart lies with somebody else, even when we are both in love, u have a pact to fulfil with ur partner. Even if I confess, I end up in a unclear situation. It has been so long.. I have loved you for so long, since that day. Seeing you with another person breaks my heart, but can I speak up for myself? I am shy, seeing u together with another people, my feelings.. I feel so bitter. When we are together, I wonder what you are thinking of. Me? I wouldn't know unless you tell me so. Why do both of us keep quiet. I follow you through, you done so much for me. Everybody knows that i still love you, I know that you love me, but how do i garner the strength to confess to you?
It has been such a long time, we are gonna be separated soon. My dreams and my feelings all lie with you. Should I confess now?
My heart chose the direction for me, I rush over to your place. Upon seeing u, i stumbled. I feel low again, no, i can't see your face. I can't be close to you. I confess to you.. but it's all too late. U are back with ur partner, my love will stay buried forever.. For you, I will do anything... But.. my love.. stays buried... my tears start shedding now.. Why... couldn't it be any earlier... If it was any earlier.. we ... we... could.. have been together... It's all too late... just too late...





It started with a mistake.

If only he had corrected it.
If only he had confessed to her.
If only he grab her in his arms.
If only he had kissed her.
If only he had spotted her earlier.
If only he had listened to other people.
If only he had let go of his feelings.
If only he had heard her heart bleeding.
If only he could bring himself to voice out those feelings.
If only he had met her earlier.

If only she had stayed by him all the time.
If only she won't be embarrassed.
If only she had minded.
If only she had let go of her inhibitions
If only she had confessed earlier.
If only she had held on to him.
If only she didn't let other people get to him.
If only she says how she feels.
If only she won't put up a facade.
If only she had not run away.
If only she had made the correct decision earlier.

SHE loved him.
She admires him.
She followed him to the same high school.
She blushes when he's around.
She gets persuaded by him to follow him.
She confessed to him too late.
She continues with her love for him even though he's attached.
She stares at him even when she's out with another guy.
She only accepts his kiss and hugs.
She feels warm with him around.
She is willing to give her first to him.
She wanted to stay with him.
She wants to lay in his arms forever.
She gives her best for his requests

HE wanted to confess to her.
He made the confession to the wrong girl.
He didn't see her crying.
He hesistated.
He wavered.
He has his thoughts on her all the time.

THEY share the same dream.
They follow each other.
They love each other.
They met at the wrong time.


IF ONLY... EVERYTHING CAN CHANGE..
Nothing will change..
Nothing will ever change..
It remains the same, the heartbroken girl.. The wonderful love hidden and will remain buried.
Does these things have to happen? Too late to ponder over it... The " If only "s... IT never happen.....
These feelings stay in the heart.. the bitter feeling... Will it ever go away?.. Love is mystic.. it hurts..





love is so.. complex..
I used to think i know everything about it... But then. NOT! Ichigo 100% is really touching.. To want to love and unable to love the one u wish to love.. Letting that moment slip by.. Only after confession till u know it's too late..

SO... confessions shld be done when it's time.. N not letting it drag on.. When there's an indication of both parties willing, it's confession time..

Am i getting too emotional? Crap.. I can rewatch a movie 6+ times if i find it nice.. on the same day!... n thinking about how love is lost in ichigo.. HAIX..

When i broke up with ruth during october, the songs i listen to are " aquaris, my confession, guilty. "

Now with ichigo.. the song is " shan hu hai, by jay chow "
Now i can safely say that i have put ruth behind me... Friends. aFTER what's on ichigo.. what's more to ponder about...





Ichigo 100% is really so saddening.. How can the artist come up with such an ending... WAD DE..

Got one guy who liked the other gurl didn't get to be with her even when both of them were fond of each other T_T!! They were so close la.. Always knowing there's love between them.. but the lack of courage saw the guy choosing another girl instead. They could have been such a great couple.. This " summary " is vague.. muz read the manga lols...

Never hestitate to confess.. to the true love u have in mind... It sets me thinking bout life.. Is it really so meaningless?





Waaa!! I totally missed the whole NDP parade yestd la... Slept on the sofa from 8pm till.. 5am this morning. Always leaving msn on like that -.-...
So.. i woke up morning yest.. went to Suntec to meet Pat at 12.30pm. Missed the station by one-two bus- stop.. Not a long walk anyway.. So we lunched at the kopitiam.. THAT WAS A LONG WALK FROM CITYHALL LOLS. So anyways, Shurong N Yuzhen came at bout 1pm+ like that.. NO LAKEHOUSE MOVIE UNTIL 5PM.. Sianx... SO only movie that the grp hasn't watched yet is MY SUPER EX-GF. Movie was 3.10pm.. Had to walk around in the arcade then play the punch punch thing.. I won the first part la.. FIRST time sia.. last time i tio owned.. But after 3 games, we lost.. I won 1, yuzhen won 2, pat didn't win any rounds :P. Then we went to buy snacks n drinks.. THEN MOVIE TIME! Totally lame movie, nothing much.. i only like how he managed to win the heart of his female colleague.. so nice la :P.. G-Girl totally ugly.. Then after that we all went home.. Yep.. went with pat on the mrt.. even when i have a direct bus home la.. muz thank me?..
Reach home liao then watch ndp for a while.. then gong liao... Woke up this morning didn't even have the " armed policewomen 3/4? " to watch la.. My parents didn't tape for me..


NOW READNG ICHIGO 100% MANGA... IT'S LIKE SO NICE LA.... LOVE STORY CAN'T BE ANY NICER.. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.. LOVE IS SO NICE.

Oh ya.. Pat's blog reminded me of the wrong theatre thing la.. Last time went with her n yuzhen to watch " yours, mine and ours " then we went into the cinema and walked to outside a hall.. then we chose our tickets face down, not looking at the hall.. then we just went into the hall we are outside of... After wondering why the commercials were so long and the movie starting, we realised... it's the WRONG movie... it's DATE movie.. lols.. Then yestd hall 1, normally hall 1 is on the left.. then i reminded them muz see the hall.. it turned out 2 was on the left of 1.. in front of us.. lols... WONDER WHAT MOVIE COULD HALL 2 BE PLAYING? :P





Does Singapore really deserve such a low ranking on the courtesy list? YES, i don't doubt that survey. Singapore deserves to be on such a low ranking.

Bringing that matter out to the public and off to the public transport, we see actions of selfish people. Does that reflect the bad upbringing of our population? Yes! There was this courtesy " lion " campaign going on, to give way to alighting passengers, with clear markings made on the platform. This campaign went on over a long period of time, but did the masses change? NO!

The MRT stops at Pasir Ris interchange for 6 minutes, but people just rush in all the same when they c the train stopping. Did they know they have to stay in the train for 6 minutes before the train starts moving? Did they spare a thought for commuters who are rushing for work when they were blocking their passage off the train? I guess the dumb people don't know these facts. I once saw a fat woman trying to squeeze her fat butt onto the seat when all the seats were taken up. THose poor people next to her had to squeeze, two person on one seats to accomodate that selfish idiot. They kept mum, they were kind enough to do that without embarrassing that brainless person.

Now moving on to buses, people always sit on the outside of the seats, along the aisle and placing their minute stuff on the inner seat. So are buses their GrandFather's bus? Do they really have a right to do that? Does an apple deserve a seat on it's own? NO. Kick those ppl off the bus pls.. N they just can't be bothered to move in deeper of the bus so as to stay closer to the alighting spot. Inconsiderate people...

I now deserve the title " the low ranking courtesy country " citizen over my name. We SO deserve it.