Sunday, August 13, 2006
Is it right to let emotions get the better of you? I always relate fiction to real life and those sad endings always cause my heart to feel bitter. That feeling that I have, I hate it so much. Why can't I maintain?
When everything is gone, what amendments can be made? Shld we just let go of everything? If not, what can be done? Ur heart lies with somebody else, even when we are both in love, u have a pact to fulfil with ur partner. Even if I confess, I end up in a unclear situation. It has been so long.. I have loved you for so long, since that day. Seeing you with another person breaks my heart, but can I speak up for myself? I am shy, seeing u together with another people, my feelings.. I feel so bitter. When we are together, I wonder what you are thinking of. Me? I wouldn't know unless you tell me so. Why do both of us keep quiet. I follow you through, you done so much for me. Everybody knows that i still love you, I know that you love me, but how do i garner the strength to confess to you?
It has been such a long time, we are gonna be separated soon. My dreams and my feelings all lie with you. Should I confess now?
My heart chose the direction for me, I rush over to your place. Upon seeing u, i stumbled. I feel low again, no, i can't see your face. I can't be close to you. I confess to you.. but it's all too late. U are back with ur partner, my love will stay buried forever.. For you, I will do anything... But.. my love.. stays buried... my tears start shedding now.. Why... couldn't it be any earlier... If it was any earlier.. we ... we... could.. have been together... It's all too late... just too late...
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