Monday, May 01, 2006
It's strange that as I grow up, i don't long to grow up but to relive my past childhood.
I kinda feel deprived of my childhood, not that it's my parents fault, but cause I didn't understand the importance of having a childhood and was eager to grow up.
I want those carefree times.
Days when i can just pass by without caring about homework.
Hours that i can waste by just drifting off to space ( not that i don't do it nowadays, but i am normally abrupted by thoughts of hw ).
Collecting pocket money and saving up for laptop, hp, tv. No such thing as competing with friends, movie outings weekly, getting into gd books of other ppl, getting pissed off by other ppl. Carefreee...........
K, as time passes, getting influenced by ppl ard me ain't a gd thing... =(... I wanna live in my own world.
Oh... if only i can stay in my room, lie back against the wall on the bed and watch an endless stream of pokemon with the air conditioner on.. + fantasising +
Haix.. now i just wanna get a degreee, settle down, get a BIG landed property, get married... earn big bucks... YAY!!!
I can see all these materialising right before me now... + drifting off to space agn +
-Slumb3r- blogged at
3:15 AM
