I smsed u in the morning n u replied at night, i dunno whether that's on purpose to avoid me. Nvermind, i shall give you the benefit of the doubt. Budden later when i am online, u went offline within a minute. Well, that's kinda obvious that you are avoiding me. There's no need for you to have memories of you where we are heading to - as friends. The way things happened, i feel justified to delete that blog. It's shared between the both of us, just that alone can break my heart many times over. In addition to that, the posts evoked my feelings n raked up the past.. painful times, unlike the ones on my post where it ain't written on the same day that event happened. U treated me unlike a friend, that's how i feel. U lied to me time and time again, i sometimes cannot accept the fact that why would you even wish to remain as friends when that's how u are treating the friendship.
U wanted me to blog on 24.03.06, but you didn't, that alone chills my heart. Your reason was that you had a camp, if so, don't ask me to blog. It's meaningless to celebrate an anniversary u have with another person ALONE. Ok, what i am going to say now may not be objective, but i have a feeling that you treat me like nothing la! U said ur heart is still with me on ur blog now, but u don't reply my smses even on normal days, etc... when.. Even with me around, beside you, in class, you were still replying to Ben Lim last time... Well, that's a very gd example. I am just nothing to you. Ur words are sweet, like saying you can't forget me. But, it's all meaningless if u don't mind it, which i know u mostly don't...

If love needs a reason, it would be a purpose. That's what you always said to me. Which i thought was the truth until u wrote on ur msn that if Somebody said love needs no reason, he/she would be lying. U acknowledged the second sentence which just says whatever you were saying previously was a lie. The words that come out from u are beautified to justify ur reasoning to make it correct as u are just u. Always eager to win, will never lose and you just have a reason for WHATEVER you do, EVERYTHING u do. Even flirting.

Give me a break, cut me some slack, STOP LYING TO ME. If so, just cut off ur friendship with me if u c a need to lie to sustain this friendship. A friendship should be transparent, or translucent, but not opaque. I can't see where i am heading with this friendship when i can't differentiate lies from truth, u will never stop lying to me. I dunno, can u don't put anything regarding me on ur nick? It's so fake... + chilled heart +